Just want to say thank you, Ott. You’re one of the greatest inspirations for me. I’ve quit drinking just to be “like Ott”. I’m also having some progress with the music. It is desperately slow, the tracks are clumsy and ugly, but I love them so much. Thanks for bringing the rhythm and the harmony!
“... but I love them so much.”
You just won first prize. Nothing else matters. Take your time, the slower the better.
Every time i finish a song I’m convinced it sounds “clumsy and ugly”. Without exception.
You have to not listen to them for at least a month or two to find out what they actually sound like.
Try that and I bet you’ll surprise yourself.